"The Quest"

You guys know that I've been on a quest to found myshelf and be a better preson. However, I wonder how can a better preson, if poeple are putting me down time after time again ? I know I have wonderful family that loves me, but unless you really know me and know my life story I ask you to your comments to yourshelf . I'm not the same Alex that you guys know I'm just not. I'm trying to found that I once knew. That's why I am on the quest to found myshelf.