" A lot on my mind"

As I'm sitting here on a Thrseday night a lot on my mind. Now, I know you maybe thinking I worry a lot and yes it's true  I do worry  a lot. However, it's only I want what's best for me and I know my family dose as well. Yet I wonder if going to my ten reaution will help me or hurt mè. I know that everyone has change in some way.